Dreamed I was on the shores of a lake in Seattle and the water was rising inexorably. It was very slow and the water was filled with mammals, writhing around in the darkness. Definitely a subconscious revealed dream. I think it has to do with reading and editing my diary from 2006. It was a very intense year and I'm processing a lot by doing it.
Soon it'll be done and I'll move forward into working on Ada. It's a book with a different author altogether, since I'm now such a different person. My writing has changed immensely as has my thinking. I'm trying not to denigrate where I am, however. It's just different. Me, on medication. Something very ordinary and necessary. Or so I tell myself. It's a struggle.
I think I'll write to Reena and see what she's up to. I haven't seen her for a long time.
This morning I have my group therapy, and then this afternoon I'll continue my Six Feet Under marathon. Got to find out what happens!
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