Setting Foot Outside

I walked through the heated-up world over to the Y, so that I could sweat like a pig on the machine. I find that the first 9 minutes are really hard, and then after that things sort of lighten up.

Trying to divide the diary I"m working on into chapters, and being sort of random about it. I need to think about it harder and I"m just not. My mind's not on it.

Have to go over to safeway for my prescriptions, so I might as well shower and get on with it. I still have something to do for school, a final peer review with my group that I just volunteered to helm. Might as well. Nothing else going on today. Having a bit of trouble getting out of the house, despite all the medication rolling around in my stomach. That's the secret they don't tell you: medication doesn't really work, not completely. It helps but you're still pretty much the same, with side-effects.

I'm wondering what would happen if I went off Abilify. Not that I'll ever know, because I'll keep taking it so long as pdoc wants me to.