Social Whirl

Woke up at three a.m. like it was the bright morning, fretting very very hard about school. I have a couple of things due soon and not only do I not really know how to do them, but I don't know when, exactly, I"m going to have time for them. I need to sit down and make a good list and match it up with the calendar, which is increasingly full for this weekend. And tomorrow. And Monday and Tuesday.

Something that's good, having a full calendar. Don't get me wrong. That's what I want. I just have to figure out how to optimize the down time.

I was also feeling bad about the way I left Starbucks last night, without saying goodbye to the woman who invited me. She was talking to this other guy in the crowd and I just sort of took the opportunity to get away, because I was feeling pretty shy and uncomfortable and besides had to get home to email Eliz her band schedule. I wish I'd stuck around for just a little while longer. Said goodbye properly and etc.

But everything is okay. I'll see her again and it'll be all right.

Time to get started on the planning.

Comments

[selena]

I had to smile when you talked about leaving without saying good-bye, even though it was a natural thing to do at the time. I smiled because I still have the same exact feelings at my advanced age! A little thing that I beat myself up too much for. O-dee-jo-dee, we're all imperfect, aren't we--as is the world we live in.