Work, in Various Guises

Wow, I'm really anxious, first thing in the morning. I have to post an article with questions on the discussion board of my Academic Libraries class. It has me all kinds of uptight. Seems like I could really do it wrong quite easily. It'll be okay! It won't be wrong! I need to stop doing this to myself, being so hard.

Also really hoping that my book comes in the mail today. I have a couple of assignments out of it and damn if it isn't here yet.

Dreamed of houses I was breaking into as a street person. I wanted to tell the people who owned the houses that I didn't belong on the street, that I was one of them instead, a homeowner. I belonged, no really, believe me, I thought.

Today I need some exercise. I'll take a walk as soon as the sun's up and I'm more awake. After that I might go over to the Y and use one of their machines, maybe. I have a pdoc appointment at 11:20 where I'll tell him all about my anxiety in vivid detail.

Last night I watched Celebrity Rehab and it reminded me so much of being in the Program, or being at Staffnord, actually. How they are solicitous of you and want to take care of you very alluringly but then they slam you with whatever your problem is and make you work.

Comments

[Ms. Jane]

Celebrity Rehad is freakin' RIVETING!!!!

One thing to keep in mind about being in class is thaty you're there to learn, so your question will be fine. Okay? You're learning, not knowing. Try to be nicer to yourself. You really deserve to be treated well.

[Jo]

Thanks again. Yes, learning. Making mistakes sometimes.